When Gavin was born, we knew he would probably be our last baby. This isn’t because we didn't think we could handle more children or because we finally wanted our "freedom," but because my life and health would be in serious danger. My age and history of pregnancy complications including four miscarriages, placenta previa, pre-eclampsia, and emergency c-section have increased my risk. My body has been through a lot to get these children here--not to mention the spiritual and emotional distress accompanying each challenge along the way. Raising our children has been a joy--not always blissful, but still worth every sacrifice. There have been multiple times during this pandemic that I have felt grateful for our full house---more noise, more interaction, more messes, and more work, but "more" is a blessing in a time when people feel particular stress about less--less interpersonal interaction, less sports, less toilet paper, less v...